yesterday trip to club 21 sales

this is the first time i went to a high end sales n my eyes really open big big lor alot good looking ppl lor, me n nic call this a high end pasamalam hahaha n over there the first thing i saw was a pair of purple heels lor its by donna karans collection n before discount was like almost 2k lor after discount is like onli $195 than my eyes open very big (O_O)<<>

n dun see this shoe like nothing ok this shoe has at lest 5 inch lor but the powerful thing is very liao leg not pain de lor i like where this shoe n walk until we wan to go pay than take of lor but in the end i never buy is becoz there is no new one le onli left this one sian n the other thing i wan to buy de is a CK bag tat bag is more X than the heels by $5 the bag cost $200 n before discount is like 1k plus lor n tommrrow is last day liao will bring dear go see hope the bag is still there

To damn fucking tired

this morning i woke p i fell like i was being bang by a lorry lor so like shit lor becoz yesterday nite mango fall sick i look after him untill 2 plus than sleep but i woke up this morning like 8 plus lor omg very sian lor but luckily dear recover from yesterdays flu hahaha than after tat when to have our lunch to eat then after lunch i became a piggy n sleep becoz i dun feel to good also hahaha than still till around 4 plus hahaha than as for mango he went back around 11 plus 12 i think but will be back later at around 7 plus 8 heehee i m so bad call my bf run here n there than i guess later will be having dinner with mango ba n hahaha dear told me next monday will be shopping day so happy i can get my cosmatic from mac n clothing n shoes n BAGS i really need a new one my bag has blusher all over it lor, sian till i dun wan to talk about it never mind than now i still looking for job becoz mondays reply was a total bullshit tat person never call at all sian than i will be going to mad jacks restaurant will be going tommrrow n also some other restaurant also la tat time i lazy onli go 1 this time mus go a few hahaha n the reason i wan to work becoz dear maybe end of this year wan to go japen than i wan to buy many thing so i will earn myself some money to go there spend hahahaha yeah so happy oh n jus now like a few min a go my mum open the door n saw my 2 butt cheeks hahaha oops hahaha

Yesterday is a frustrating n a happy day

Hmm yesterday is the day to collect mango's hamster name bimbo we meet at serangoon mrt at around 5 plus 6 than we got the msg from the seller saying tat she will be late so we decided to check out the aquram shop see wather they got sell hamster stuff not, without looking they really did n we bought the 17cm running ball at $10 lor PLC selling at around $20 plus lor omg n than we also bought a packet of hooks to the bimbo's bottle than after tat we went to eat mac n got 2 mac cups becoz we upsize our meals than while we r eating the seller sms us saying she reach le lor n we eat untill half way onli thanon the way to meet tat seller we had some frustrating arguement while waiting for the train n some delays becoz of some stupid thing so by than me n mango, very pak chek already than after we reach koven meeting point le tat stupid seller than say they r at the other side than we have to cross the under pass again to walk at the other side lor than i also loss abit of temper on mango (sorry dear) than finally we got the hamster le we tok a cab down to kallag to collect the tank n we r surppose to meet the tank seller at 7.45pm but the hamster seller can onli reach at 7.45pm so we msg the tank seller to say we will be late lucky the tank seller is fine with it n than after tat got the tank le we went back home n by the time we reach home is aroud 9 plus (shag men) than after tat got some makan(food) n rot our nites away heeehee

so over all its rush, frustrating, happy hahaha
here is the pic of bimbo: hahaha cute ma

i m so happy

omg i can't believe my bf bought me a new hamster lor i m so happy hahaahaha. when i saw the hmaster is so damn small lor n vry very very cute lor omg n its so small its like a size of a peanut so i name the hamster peanut hahaha n i will be updating peanuts photo in my hamster blog its very cute de lor hahaha oh n its born on 2 may 2009 still very young hahaha this is the first pic i took when i first got her below

this is for all old fren

i guess being bitchy is not bad after all becoz u dun have to think to much on wat other think of u. u jus do wat u wan n i m sorry for calling u bitchy in the past so if u r reading forgive me ok but if u dun wan to forgive than watever lor becoz i also dun give a damn liao hahahaha oh n i can say is bitchiness rocks hahaha but still not to much ;p ok

ok tats all i have to say to u randy

now for u leh i actually forget le but from wat i heard from some ppl u haven forgot than i will bring it back n say tat time its every ones decietion to not let u join n u ur self chose to be left out so dun blame anyone n i think u r kind of xiao qi towards it this is wat i think n really la backstabbers r like so wat lor dun tell me u never backstab anyone before in ur life ma but i dun think i got backstab u lor becoz i did nothing wrong n as for the contact stolen thing ok i can say its my fault for not guarding my phone with my life lor but i dun noe y u can take it so hard lor u noe guys r MOSTLY perverts wat so y take so serious in tat call jus treat it as a prank call lor if not call the police la haiz dun be so petty la look at a brigther side ma

ok this is for u wendy if u r reading

erm let me think still got who i wan to say but never did becoz of some restrictions hmm let me think le than i will post next time

hahaha considering

now to think of it i should be a full time blogger la hahaha since i like to write about my life so much oh n i can say is i some how think tat this xiaxue gal is kind of powerful in her own ways becoz she dun really care wat ppl say about her n the best think is she like pink alot n i m not saying tat we r the same type of person but jus the type of person which i think r great there should be more ppl like this in this world so ppl will jus say wat they think tats the best i guess

oh n as for how i noe this person exist well i heard it from my bf, he dun really like her but i guess this type of things depends on individual ba than every time i read her blog he will say "y u wan to feed sia lan xue" this is wat he call her la hahahaha but never mind all this i jus wan to say is i find her a great blogger n i guess if can i wan to be like her also "IF CAN OK I NEVER SAY ITS A MUST" hahahaha

OMG......(O-O)'''

guess wat this month is like a total roller coster rite lor i manage to lose all my good sister like in a week how great is tat hahahaha (-_-) i dun noe y i can still laugh about it but i guess i jus did oops =p but really i really dun noe wat hit me its like suddenly like boom boom boom than no more sisters liao really fast till i also dun noe wat happen sia hahahaha but wat ever i dun give a shit about it becoz thinking of it to much jus make me sad so i will jus get over it n continue to be a bitch. So i can say is past or present or future i m not going to take any frens to hard becoz it really hurts to have this type of shit repeating in the future so i guess i jus use another cross road in my life again ok la but i think i was being push to this cross road hahaha WATEVER......! i will continue leaving my life as a bitch n those who dun like it u can fuck off n dun waste my time n for those who wans to flame me hahaha u can jolly well go ahead i dun give a shit hahaha. Oh i also wan say this "there is nothing wrong in writing my blog" anybody can write wat they wan in their blog, tats y its call a online diary u write wat u feel..........! wahahahahaha n since rite now i have no more restriction or anyone telling me anything i can now become a full fledge bitch WOHO....... being a bitch or a bimbo is so much better becoz watever u do its jus bimboish hahahaha get it bimboish hahhaaha n plus thinking for others is like so tiring lor its worst than working lor but now i dun have tat anymore hahahah

DUN NOE N SIAN

haiz..... her birthday coming planning to give her a surprise party but seems like fate is playing with me jus got to noe tat she will not be home till the next moring haiz though i did think of bringing the party over n i bet there will be some bad shit come up on tat day de lor sian really lor haiz n on the day she will be out the whole entire day with someone else which i dun wan to mention n from wat i heard after tat she will be going to her bf place the whole nite i noe there will be some of u will say if got heart to do it there will sure be a way to do it n i also noe la. also if i wan to bring over the surprise i dun even noe where the hell the bf stay lor n i dun noe the place very well lor sian haiz i guess i have to replan every thing again n i have to do it in 1 day tats the worst thing lor omg SOMEONE HELP ME........! i should enjoy my batam trip lor becoz at my batam trip i plan plan plan even my bf also say lor plan so much for wat later she got something come up than all gone liao n see la he got it rite n really something came up (-_-)''' sian but bobain i have to walk the first step to have over frenship back though its both fault but some how one party mus give way so i guess i have to take the first step ba n yup tats about it n hope every thing will go well tommrrow fro my new plan becoz if really anything comes up agian leh i will jus say I DUN GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE..............! I DUN CARE LIAO .......! n i will turn evil valerie MUAHAHAHAHAHA........!(EVIL LAUGHTER)

life have to go on........!

while its been a few days since 'THE DRAMA' i call it drama becoz i find it kind of rubbish hahaha watever ok. Now i m living kind of normal like nothing has change tough still a little wired but i m ok, recently i went to watch a movie with mango n his fren (his fren got free preview ticket) the show is call angels n demons while this show is really something, from the start u will never have guess the good guys is actually a bad guy till the end but sometimes i guess in life some ppl are like this they change from a good person to a bad person n some ppl may not accept it like in the show but for me if i have a fren who is like this i will jus ask wat happen n accept wat he or she have to say n go on with life tats wat i will do n for some reason this show tells me tat u can never judge someone even when u think u noe tat person very well becoz u never noe tat person may not be the person tat u think u noe hahahaha anyway wat i m trying to say is dun judge ppl on the way u see things see things in a diffrent veiw dun be square minded

complicated life no endings

life r full of choices some time u have to make very difficult choices tat ppl may not like. U noe there r many ppl in this world tat will never see eye to eyes wether is a relationship or a frenship.N wather it is my choice or ur choice there will be no end for this type of things becoz some may think tat u r rite n some may think tat u r worng but i m certain tat this is not worth our (thing) between us Correct n really i dun care wat ppl post towards me or u i dun give a shit becoz for me i still think tat this is still not worthy enough to break the bond between us if u think over it this type of thing is jus a small matter lor there is no meaning towards it de since u say its my choice than jus let it be becoz i was jus asking a very simple qns which i jus need a simple ans like yes or no ok n i noe u r upset on this matter , i m upset too i have been crying over this matter but who can i say it too n i can confirm with u tat both of our bf will side us no matter wat becoz they r our bf so no matter wat we say its still the same n i m not jus saying this becoz i still wan to be frens but i m not here to say sorry or wat but i wan u to go n think is this worth it or not becoz this type of thing can never be over becoz tats life. Some how i think of it in a clear mind wather i m childish or not i dun care this is wat i think, i think both partys r at fault. i dun noe wat u think but i think both partys r the same pure CHILDISH IF I HAVE TO SAY but wat the heck its life no one will grow up this is the way i think no matter how old u r no matter how mature u think u r but at some point the childishness will get into ur brain n pretty much brain wash u n this happens to anyone ok this is wat i think but i dun care i jus wan to let u noe tat this thing is never going to end so its up to u now for u to think wather this is worth it or not n i will said it again for me i think it is not worth is so wats ur ans?

happy mothers day n happy birthday uncle

Today i celeb mothers day n uncles birthday together here r the pic of the cakes n my mum hahaha very nice lor n also got dear dear inside hahaha.........!

And there is no pic of me becoz i m the one taking the pictures

can u all tell me?

a person who give me $600 plus a month for food n transport excluding shopping, all the rest of the useless things tat i buy a stingy person. do u all noe tat his pay is not every month take de. he onli get his pay every 3 months later n every month in real estate line some stupid client will call him pay a few hundreds so he have to minus of his pay $1000 n his daily needs i estimated around he spends onli $500 a months lor n the rest of his money give me buy wat i wan n for me to eat n all this u all noe n yes ture i dun get wat i wan all the time its becoz his money he calculated liao le so if i wan something xpensive he sure will try next month, he would rather not buy anything for himself than use the money to buy for me if u still thinks tat this is stingy leh than i got nothing to say. u all noe he spend the most money on me the most compare to all his pretty x so i guess tat proves something liao le n for all this time every cent tat he gave me, all is without a complain for so long no complains at all. jus imagine its on ur bf jiu hao la ok. i noe some of u dun noe becoz u all got work n u all spend on ur own income jus imagine u r jobless n ur bf have to feed u n he onli earns 2k a months than u tell me ur bf will stingy a not .Ture he is reach becoz after all this spending he still manages to save some money which i find i very godly. u may think tat i should jus find a job yeah i should but u all noe me so i dun have to say much ok. i have been thinking the whole entire night is he really tat stingy for me the whols nite of thinking my conclusion is he is not stingy. so wat is yours? he may not show any of this becoz he dun say i have to go n think myself to realize all the things he did, is ture he is not like ur bf buy wat u wan or try to get wat u wan becoz he dun have to pay on ur everydays need.......
( Tell me wat u think after u read this n write this in the comments thanks)

A Trip To The Zoo

Today went to the zoo in the morning around 11am wif kathy, pin, jia hui, edwin n his frens n bro n my mango n me. But in this trip for some reason there is some moments which make me angry n sad about my frens dun noe is it me or wat i feel so left out today felt so outcast very sad n between all this sadness there is some fun time like seeing the animals with dear but still i can't stop my feeling being left out or is it i m more sensertive n thinking to much but watever it is the feeling is really sucky i really wish i dun have this type of feeling again....... haiz